(p.s Things are falling apart around me!) and its all like, pursuing my dream job is oh so very unrealistic and stuff, but does this mean I should settle for my quaint little retail job (which actually serves quite well in paying the bills)? .I'm thinking there is no big rush to become a bigshot artist anytime soon so for now maybe I should just pay off my extensive debts and then do something exciting, like travel??
I hope I don't end up like this...
